Sunday, October 11, 2015

she is not made of roses
flowers do not bloom in her presence,
nor do they bloom in the deep crevices
of her mind.
she isn't made of roses
but of fragile skin
and thin bones.
she isn't made of roses
but is intricately woven of wary eyes
and tight smiles.
she is not made of roses,
but that's okay,
because they never liked roses
anyway.
 
 
 
 
Humans are weird, aren't we? Music can either soothe us or ignite us, some of us like painting out our desires on worthless pieces of paper, but make millions off of it. We find value in the most empty things, we create our own philosophies and wonder how we made it. We ponder the inevitable and wonder the extremes. But we function, don't we? I guess there's always a little bit of beauty among the ruin.
 
 
I chose these two pieces mainly because on the days that I wrote them, the words just came freely. I didn't really have to think about it with either of them at all. After writing them it kinda shocked me because I've never really considered my writing very good but I thought these were some of the best pieces I've written.
Independent Reading Reflection
 
 
This quarter I finished 1 book almost 2 books both of them very long. The first book was around 400 pages and the second around 500. I was able to understand majority of the first one and so far some of the second. For the second quarter, I'd like to read at least 2-3 books one of them being a different genre than I usually read and the other could be anything else. Also, I'd like to read at least one book that could be considered as "spiritual reading." None of the reading I did this quarter could be considered as spiritual reading because In wasn't taken to that "deeper place" while reading either of my books. This is because since it was the first quarter, I was just trying to get some reading in to start off the school year and I didn't really consider reading something with a deeper meaning. But for the second quarter, I would certainly like to pick up pace on my reading and make it more meaningful to me.